working when you want.

man.. i don't know if my ils worker is retired and this ils job that she has with me is just a side job for extra money- so she doesn't really give a fuck because she gets her retirement check? because this is the SECOND week in a row that she hasn't shown up for our appointment and she CLAIMED that she'd help get the stupid cable tv in my room all working (because i got a new tv and it doesn't work right because every time that i try to change the channel OFF of cartoon network- it says, "CONNECTION LOST"). she gave me her supervisor's phone number and i called it and left her a message, so HOPEFULLY she'll ACTUALLY help me. when john used to be her supervisor, he told me, "i don't really have anyone else.." so i'm not sure if she knows that and just does whatever the fuck she wants because she thinks she can. it's not fair to me that i get stuck with a person who works half-assed.